Friday, July 17, 2009

you'r trying hard not to show it,
but baby, i know it...
you lost that lovin feeling..
and now its gone..

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Instead of u, me.

I'm leaving things to fate now...
Wadever the outcome,
I'll take it..

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Confession

I told a lie...
=(

Yet another day..

Here i am once again,
Up and awake alone at home,
Enjoying every single moment of silence..
Every single bit of peace...
But deep down the heart aches...
For the touch of love to fall upon..
You cared...
But you are afraid of getting hurt...
Thus leaving me torn and tattered..
.
Anyway, met up Gina and Jon today...
Had dinner at sumo with her first..
Slacked awhile at hub..
Then went to meet Jon near his place..
We were jus talking and its been awhile man...
Everything is good with everyone..
Going to sch, doing their projects...
I'm really glad for them...
.
私はたくさん逃す,
私の唯一無二である ,
私は愛する。
Sandrina.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Dead End

There's no way back..
I'm done everything i shouldn't have..
There's no more reasons to hold you back..
And lie to myself that i still stand a chance..
Been thru too much since 16...
At 20... Things will never be the same...
I'm starting over..
A love so strong,
So hard to forget,
So much missed...
Is true love...
And there's why the pain is so intense...
Cuz its real,
It's true..
Which girl that i went into a r/s with did i not put my whole heart into...
Probably that's why i end up so hurt...
Its time to stop..
And move on alone...
It's too late to apologise..
I know it is...

Sunday, July 12, 2009

25mins

I guess i'm more then 25mins too late..
Starting over is a better choice after all..
Gal i miss you so much..
I should let you go if i love you..
And i did so i guess that's it..
Goodbye...
"Some where we went wrong,
we were once so strong,
our love is like a song,
you can't forget it.."
I love you . (L)

Friday, July 10, 2009

The 6th...

With some extra-ordinary skills, i managed to screw up my blog settings..
Resulting in the creation of this new blog..
This ain't exactly a new blog, it's one of the few blogs which i created years ago...
Back to my life, it's abit distorted now...
Looking back, wad have i archived?
Dropped out of sch, got a job that pays well but lost it,
Got a wonderful gf but she had enough and went away,
Wad else, ahh.. got a letter that says...
"WE'LL SEE YA IN TEKONG ASSHOLE !!!"
It's happening on the 11th sept..
Yup.. the day planes went on a crashing spree at the WWC in the U.S
Enough of these bullshit.. Back to my movies...
Love ya ppl.. But more importantly..
I love myself more !!!