Life in Tekong is coming to an end for me..

POP-ing on the 9th Dec..

Will be doing quite abit of travelling after graduating..

First stop.. Bangkok for 5 days..

Then KL for 4 days..

Can't wait man... ;)

I thought you were who you are trying to portrait yourself as..

Yet.. i was wrong..

Trying so hard to maintain that "close to impossible" fren-ship..

Trying so hard t get back into your good terms...

Now i know..

All you cared was yourself..

I'll fuck off from now on..

Rejoice all you want..

You'r hopeless in everyone's eyes..

Jus got back from field camp..

It's tough i swear and we get fucked almost every single day..

And most of the time i dun even know why we deserve it..

But i know eventually it is for our own good..

I believe these 6 days out in the wild,

have bonded many of us..

It also showed the true colours of many..

Good or bad, we are from 1 section, the same platoon..

We fight, sweat, endured hell together..

And we taste joy, satisfactory and success together..

Its one of the toughest experience i'v ever had..

But its also one of the best of the many i will have..

I'm jus relieved we all pulled thru these..

Now wad awaits us is jus merely SOC, IPPT and SIT Test..

I believe we'll get stronger physiclly, mentally and spiritually..

Kinda random but, combat ration taste like crap after the third day..

Had biscuits and water for all 3 meals for the last 3 days..

AND I HAVEN SHOWERED FOR 6 DAYS !!

HAHAS..

Hope i have lost a couple of kgs though...

Laughs.

Alright...

Happy halloween people !!

5 weeks to POP !!!

Can't wait..

Can't imagine how fast time flies..

One moment i was emo-ing over a broken heart,

Now it's already 8 weeks into BMT..

No photos to post ppl..

Sorry for the boring wordy posts..

Bare with it yeah?

=D

Jus today, i heard it from the 13th person,

That she looks like thrash now..

And as usual, the question is wad happened to her?

I dunno.. I have no ans to that..

Maybe that's who she actually is..

Maybe all that i knew before,

was jus a girl putting on a strong front..

I felt totally lost..

Totally...

I like to make myself believe that she's the one for me~

Extended MC till friday..

Anyway..

Booking in on Sat afternoon ,

cuz there is range on Sunday,

and we gotta prepare for it..

Body's still feeling weak..

No sign of a speedy recovery..

Pray for me ppl.. =/

Still coughing very badly..

Can barely talk..

Now i know how it feels like when u'r all alone..

With no one showering you with love and care..

In this plauged with lies world, nothing is what it seems.

I'm so fucking sick..

And i'm sick at the wrong time again..

Fucked..

Missed my third IPPT..

Confined at home for 3 days..

=/