Jus got back from field camp..

It's tough i swear and we get fucked almost every single day..

And most of the time i dun even know why we deserve it..

But i know eventually it is for our own good..

I believe these 6 days out in the wild,

have bonded many of us..

It also showed the true colours of many..

Good or bad, we are from 1 section, the same platoon..

We fight, sweat, endured hell together..

And we taste joy, satisfactory and success together..

Its one of the toughest experience i'v ever had..

But its also one of the best of the many i will have..

I'm jus relieved we all pulled thru these..

Now wad awaits us is jus merely SOC, IPPT and SIT Test..

I believe we'll get stronger physiclly, mentally and spiritually..

Kinda random but, combat ration taste like crap after the third day..

Had biscuits and water for all 3 meals for the last 3 days..

AND I HAVEN SHOWERED FOR 6 DAYS !!

HAHAS..

Hope i have lost a couple of kgs though...

Laughs.

Alright...

Happy halloween people !!

5 weeks to POP !!!

Can't wait..

Can't imagine how fast time flies..

One moment i was emo-ing over a broken heart,

Now it's already 8 weeks into BMT..

No photos to post ppl..

Sorry for the boring wordy posts..

Bare with it yeah?

=D

Jus today, i heard it from the 13th person,

That she looks like thrash now..

And as usual, the question is wad happened to her?

I dunno.. I have no ans to that..

Maybe that's who she actually is..

Maybe all that i knew before,

was jus a girl putting on a strong front..

I felt totally lost..

Totally...

I like to make myself believe that she's the one for me~

Extended MC till friday..

Anyway..

Booking in on Sat afternoon ,

cuz there is range on Sunday,

and we gotta prepare for it..

Body's still feeling weak..

No sign of a speedy recovery..

Pray for me ppl.. =/

Still coughing very badly..

Can barely talk..

Now i know how it feels like when u'r all alone..

With no one showering you with love and care..

In this plauged with lies world, nothing is what it seems.

I'm so fucking sick..

And i'm sick at the wrong time again..

Fucked..

Missed my third IPPT..

Confined at home for 3 days..

=/

It's been too long..

I'v totally forgotten how to love..

And wad it feels like to be loved..

Love lights more fire then hate extingushes.

Feels disconncted to the outside world..

Everyday in tekong..

Life's a routine..

Its boring yet it does not turn me off a single bit..

Booking out..

Walking along the brigde to the fast-craft..

The coasta-line nva fails to make a impact in me..

How nice would it be to be able to..

Hold her hand and take a stroll as the waves crashes in..

If only..

Laughs..

Nah.. Not possible..

Not in this life-time at least..

Heading out now..

Ciaos~

It breaks my heart,
Tears me apart.
But its a painful truth.
A truth i gotta accept.
But I know even w/o you.
Life will be great.
I gotta feeling.
That everynight's gonna be a good night.

Life's a cycle..
It goes round and round..
It's a blink of an eye before you are back to where you were standing before.
Period.

Life changing experience..
If its one place i need to escape from all my troubles..
It's Tekong.