Why do i still love her?
Why do i still care wad she thinks?
Why??
If she can move on so easily..
Why can't I??
She's prolly alr gotten into another r/s..
And maybe she's out of it now..
I certainly hope my assumption is wrong..
But that's life..
People like that exist...
I'm really gonna say no to any r/s now..
Maybe a slight chance after NS...
I jus needa control myself...
Prevent myself from fallin for any girls now..
Cause i know right now..
It's not love..
It was so boring..
I hated doing things like going to her place..
Waste time in some pet shop..
I was so blinded...
All i hope for is jus pure innocent love..
Like when i was with Norine..
Oohh... days like those were hard to find anymore..
9 days of freedom !!!
Then it'll be hell..
I'm totally recovered from my surgery now..
I think i'm gonna ignore the light duties MC and go all out...
Gosh..
Anyway...
Shi Min !!!!
Self-control !!
You can do it..
I hope wad i told ya over the last 2 weeks help..
If ya need any shoulder..
Let me know..
I'll be there..
=D