Single-hood~

Life's tough..
I admit...

With or without her..

There are certainly pros and cons on both side..

If i were to weight them..

Emotionally, i would gain more with her around..

I mean which guy won't..
Financially, i would say staying single..

Cuz for the past 2 weeks of stayin single..

I spent within the minimium...

And saved a hell lot..

So now ask me if i regretted this situation..

I would say no..

Cuz ur status of wealth always stays with you..

Instead, your current lover whom out of calculation...

Is 90% bound to leave u before you guys even are close to talking about marriage..

And all i can say about me and sandrina is there..

We are , 2 different ppl with

Different life styles,

Diff concept for life,

Diff mindset,

Diff goals in life...

We used to love each other alot...

Until the day i screwed everything up with my big mouth..

But i'm still unsure if the word "screwed" is appropriate..

Cuz though my life sucks now...
It's always the beginning of something new..

And working towards that,

I believe it's only a matter of time before someone else comes along..

I'm not the sort who is popular with gals,

Cuz i dun wanna be the type which attracts the opposite sex once i'm single..

Anyway.. I still love her alot..
But due to the post break up period,

Due to the things i'v said..

It jus ended all the chances,

All the hopes...

So instead of hanging on to nothing,

Why not go all out once again and find happiness..

But wad if the so call happiness now that i found..

Is only a "spare-tyre" ??

Like a subsitution ??

Of cuz i won't wan that...
Cuz well... as far as i know..

She alr had a bf..

So like jus weeks only...

And she's alr that far...

Shows alot regarding her credibility and loyality doesn't it??

Well.. I jus wish i dun find someone like that again...

But still... I wish her all the best...

After all, she gave me one of my best period in life,

And wake up calls at random times when i drift away from reality..

Alright.. Enjoy the songs ppl..

I'm going in on the Sept 11 '09..

So.. If ya wanna like hang out b4 i get in,

jus buzz me..

I'm 24hrs/daily available..

And rich enough to go anywhere and do anything...

No longer got to pay for doubles..

Its a relief...

I really like this photo, even now...