Finally, i had the courage to take off my mask..

And be who i am..

All these while...

I'v been hiding the fact that i wan her back..

Instead, wad i have been doing is the opposite..

I was so sure back then we didn't hve any chances at all..

I was a fool..

I screwed things up..

Had i been a little patience..

Jus even a lil...

My heart hurts so bad even as i'm typing this..

I'm telling everyone i dun wan you back..

I'm over you..

Yet.. i'm far from it..

I'v been doing things out of rage..

I didn't thought of the consequences..

I am a fickle-minded bastard..

Cheryl, you were right..

And i can understand why u left..

It's okay.. i dun hate you..

I'm glad we are still frens..

Infact we are like better frens..

Jus a lil below best frens.. Right?

you are the only ex whom i still keep contact with..

Honoured?? =D

Anyway, i miss those times we went

swimming,

mahjong (rmb at dason's house),

k-box,

movies,

Pooling,

and dota !!! (Yes we had alot of fun dota-ing tgt didn't we??)

Argg.. good old days..

It was after you that i met Sand..

I really wish i have someone here to jus dry my tears for me..

This past month has been the hardest period i'v ever been thru..

"This could be the end of everything..

I wish we could jus go to somewhere only we know.."

Sorry.. got distracted by the song..

Arg !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!