She's the one

Yesterday didn't turn out as planned..

Was supposed to meet 3 girls,

but up end..

Only met Gina..

And coincidentally, Amelia..

Gina accompanied me for lunch after her paper..

Ate at sumo's..

Then decided to catch a movie at hub..

Treated her to the movie as a birthday gift..

But of cuz i'm saving the best gift till your party..

Which is me attending it !!! =D

So after movie,

Met up with Wh and ate dinner...

Then slacked awhile..

Wk jio-ed me for clubbing..

But i'm alr out of the clubbing phase..

Then much later Harris jio-ed too...

Which i gladly turned down as well..

Wad's the point of drowning yourself in music and a sea of girls..

As long as i'm in the sad zone,

I'll never get well..

Things will never go smoothly..

But i jus can't forget about her..

I got to admit..

I'm missing her so bad everyday..

Even when i act normal,

I'm not..

I think about her all the time..

Even dreamt about her all the time..

But i understood that she hates me for life..

Cuz the things i did were beyond hurtful for a girl to take..

I kept finding excuses..

Denying, Lying, Self-Defending...

But the real reason behind all is...

I dun wanna lose her...

You know wad??

The worst thing about loving you, Sandrina...

Is watching you love someone else...

And the moment you said you had a boyfriend...

I lost it...

Insanity took over me...

I couldn't control the hatred..

I'm sorry....

Arg !!!!!!!

IT'S FUCKING KILLING ME !!!!!!