Work !!

Today's post is a lil much earlier then the rest cuz i'm heading to bed soon..

Anyway, the feeling of not sleeping for more then 24hours really sux..

Jus got off the phone with Mei at 10pm..

Slept till now which is 1am..

3hours ONLY !!!!

Wtf !!

But i feel fresh alr..

But of cuz still need more rest cuz i'm starting work early tmr..

Jus giving out flyers and stuff..

Anyway..

The whole day's mood was spoilt by that bitch..

Went dinner with Alan , jac and their frens..

Alan and Jac were so pissed off that they jus told me to stay in hub and find another gal and start anew..

No point thinking about that kind of girl who doesn't even have a heart at all..

And everyone kept telling me i should have known that this was gonna happen since day 1 when i met her..

Becuz we dated on the first day of meeting !!!

How fucking retarded !!!

So alan was replying my msgs for me..

At least a few..

And ard 9 plus i went home..

Was supposed to acc mei home..

But then i rmbed i had work the next day and needed the rest super badly..

Then that bitch kept all those threats and bullshit nonsense coming..

Wadever lah fuck..

Jus go and last long with your baby lah..

Lan jiao..

My problem wan care so much..

Oh yeah.. the only thing i rmb b4 falling asleep was mei yelling at me..

She desperately wans me to wake up and...

Stop missing her..

Thinking bout her..

And talking to her...

Which i pretty much will...

But she claims i always "kou shi xin fei"..

I really wanna do it..

That bitch is driving me nuts..

ARRRGGGGG !!!

Anyway... Fuck it..

Her life is hers to lead..

And be it pathetic or exciting..

Its all her fucking problem..

Nothing to do will me anymore..

Now thinking back at those memories..

It makes me sick to the gut..

Happy memories kept coming back..

But jus picturing her true colours when she was back then..

I can really start puking..

How naive was I to actually have loved her..

HOW NAIVE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!