Haix..

How can i not care anymore?

I am jus hurting myself..

She dun won't even appreciate it..

Its the thoughts that counts bros...

But so wad?

She hates me to the core and its pretty much a dead end trail i'm walking..

I jus hope my exercise routine for aug can kill me..

Exhaust me so badly that all i wanna do is rest at home and do nth everyday..

Will be heading to the gyms and pool and parks starting from monday..

Under supervision from a personal coach..

Hopefully can get over PTP and go to BMT..

My pay from that company is still not in yet !!!

Still got S$750 !!!

God damn it !!